The Pull of God’s Love
Anyone
else feel the pull of God today? I feel Him calling me, pulling me closer to
His heart. I feel so close I can reach out and touch Him. I can hear His heart
beat. I can feel His breathing and I can hear Him whispering of His love for me
and for all those around me.
I
just listened to “The Power of the Cross” sung by our Pastor, Chris Bowater. It
is on You Tube You Tube Chris Bowater -
The Power of The Cross - YouTube That song always gets to me. Chris Bowater has no
real stage presence – he just stands and sings. All he brings to the microphone
is his love of Christ. It flows out of him like a river. I look at him and I
understand how “rivers of living water” can flow from my innermost being
because I see it in my pastor.
We
are also so blessed to have a leader who so reflects the image of Christ all
the time. We are so blessed to have a
leader who is not afraid to be vulnerable; one who is unafraid of new kids on
the block; who gives them their start in ministry.
I
don’t know about any of you wonderful folk out there in the cyber space world
aka FaceBook, but I want to be more like the man of God who is my leader. I
know without any doubt that he wants to be more like Jesus. This is actually my
real aim, to be more like Jesus. It’s just that some folk I know are further
down that path than I am. I want to die
to self; to surrender my ego to Him; to carry my cross daily. I want such a
relationship with Jesus that people notice that I carry His presence with me
wherever I go – just like some of the wonderful saints of God I know.
I
do not idolise them – they would be appalled by the very thought of that. I do
not want their anointing, nor their responsibilities. I want my own
relationship, like theirs, and I want to know Jesus more intimately. I want my
own anointing and I want to know and stay in the will of the Lord God Almighty,
my heavenly Father, whose plans for me are so perfect. I want to simply live in
His presence 24/7 – the whole time. Every moment of every day is His. But I
also know my own failings. I don’t accept them but I strive to improve on them
every day.
Like
I said at the beginning – does anyone else feel the pull of God on their life
today? If you do, just say, like Samuel, “Here I am, speak Lord, I am
listening.” Spend some moments in His company today. He will love just being
with you and you will love it too.
Let
Him pull you closer.
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